Future 未来？

好想知道，你们都知道你们的未来是什么了吗？已经计划好将来要走的路了吗？如果你们已经知道了，那就恭喜你们；如果还不知道，只好快点为自己想想吧！告诉你们，我其实还不知道，我要选择的未来是什么。

由于妈妈知道我正处于犹豫状态，也知道我只适合艺术型，便让我选择整体造型师，当然也包括美发的一切。妈妈告诉我说，要修读这些课程之前，必须要到一家美法院从头学起，打工至一年半载，到时候，要是读完课程要出社会找工作时比较容易，因为有了打工经验了嘛。

妈妈打算让我到台湾修读这些课程。不料我和朋友在学校谈起未来的时候，才发现她也打算到台湾修读整体造型师，主要于美容化妆。我们就像是志同道合的朋友，开始谈起未来的一切。我朋友，并不打算留在高三，因为她被选为明年当兵，而且她说高三对她来说是没用的，她也打算在明年当兵后，后年便到台湾读书。从我进崇正开始，就打算完成所有学业并得到毕业证书，但是自从妈妈的说法和朋友的说服，我的意念便开始动摇了，到底要选择，还是离开高三？因为我可以在读高三的时间用于我在打工的时间，一边打工一边修读英语课程，正好一年后，就能和朋友一起到台湾读书了。

三天前，学校为我们高二的学生安排了一个激励讲座会，讲师是吴进宝先生，他在前一天还为我们举办了领袖讲座会，在我遇到的讲师里，算是一个既能带动气氛，又能把讲座说得很好的人了。他在高二激励讲座会里，告诉我们读高三的好处，读完高二或高三的差别，高三和A Level的学费差别等等，听完他所说的后，本来不读高三的我，又开始犹豫了。我要完成高三，是为了要得到毕业证书呀！那到底，毕业证书能够为我所修读的课程的将来有帮助吗？有很多朋友告诉过我说，如果要读美容美发这些课程，随时都能离开学校，因为他们说，这些课程和我们在学校说读的，完全不同，所以毕业证书或许并不能帮到什么。说了这么多，那到底，我要不要留高三哪？

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I can see a very thick dust is covering my blog, so I decided to post some rojak here haha. Our concert is coming on this Saturday night! Please come support us and enjoy the night :) I hope that the concert will be successful because we have already put alot of effort on it.

And yeah, my replacement exam. Not very hard for commerce but now I can only blame myself because I did'nt study it very well. Stupid current, I skipped my tuition last night just because I want to study for replacement exam. The current was stopped since around 7pm, and then I went to bed at half past 8 because I was planning to wake up at 2am and start my study. But unluckily, the current still have'nt recovered that time. Oh crap, I never been so long long time the current still have'nt back. Now left the sejarah replacement exam, it's tomorrow. Hope I can rush all my senior 1 and senior 2 objectives in workbook *pray*

Finally our class t-shirts have already done! Quite nice lah but I prefer the purple word in white one, luckily I've changed mine black into white in time haha. Hope will have class trip soon and wear it together :D But our lovely form teacher has already said when the 1st day we open school, she will not going and agree any trip that we want. But fine, we still can organise ourselves without her, cheers!

选择放弃对我来说是最好的了 :)

our conversation.

7th August morning, when we were having breakfast on dining table.

" ya hor jie, today your birthday right? Happy Birthday wor. "

*happy*

" how you know? Thanks! "

" because when I saw my fresh milk box is going expire today, I then realised that your birthday today. "

" ... go die lah you. "

yes, he's my junior 2 brother.

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on 7th August night, when I was going to sleep around 10:30pm, suddenly a sound called me.

" kai jun, your birthday coming up tomorrow hor? "
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" today or tomorrow? I'm not so clear. "
" It's today lah, you just realised. Its already night now and I am going to sleep, now then you realised. "
" sorry bah, I remembered that I have note it down into my handphone. "
" but you can still forget it. "
*silence a few minutes*
" I don't care oh, you must give me alot of money for going KL as my present, because you've forgotten my birthday."
" ... "

Guess who's this? Bingo, he's my father.

Miss my mother so much, she have'nt make a call to us since she reached there. Hope she enjoy much and having much fun at there.

miss me? bleh.

Did'nt update my blog for such a long time, 2 weeks? or 3 weeks? no idea lols. Finally Tshing Tsin Night end last week, not bad, reaceived alot of good comment from outsiders, haha. Thanks to them for giving respect to us. p/s: You keep spread it to all of them, feeling happy? If you think that you're helping me but actually it's not, you just making it worse. You know what i'm saying and who you are.

Teacher back from Taiwan tomorrow, so happy to see them again. And my mother going Vietnam tomorrow too, she's gonna be there untill 11th August, means she's not here to celebrate my birthday! Sad. T.T

Going KL next week, so excited that we're going KL again! We're going there during our mid term exam, good hor? hahaha. We thought we can make a replacement exam, but teacher just told me that there wont be any replacement exam except junior 3, oh no T.T scare I'll fail in the next term exam.

Oh fine, I'm still excited for going KL, haha!

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Accident

Grandfather's car.

Accident happened last Saturday night when we're going to dinner at Kolombong highway near the food city. It happened just because of a small bulk rock on the middle of road. wth -.-

I was playing handphone that time, suddenly a big bang sound and the car just like up side down and my head get knocked when it was "flying", awwww.

Luckily some kind people stopped their car beside and came to see us whether we are fine or not and helped us to call the truck ( the pull car truck, ahh don't know what's the name.)

But luckily, no one get hurt.

Leo 狮子座

狮子座，一个博爱和充满阳光，能量的星座，其实狮子座的人很向往爱情，说白了就是狮子座的人最爱的是自己，他要让自己发光发热，获得别人的爱和崇敬，在这其中，他能够体会到这种来自他人的关爱而感到愉悦，于是，他就爱上了别人。。。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　狮子座的人很不愿意伤害别人，因为他的内心是善良和充满正义感的，他是重视原则的人，但是，如果他做了伤害别人的事情，即便出于面子他没有说什么，但是其实内心里他会真的好自责好内疚的，虽然别人看不到，但是他的确会好难过。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　狮子座的人，无论男女，都很容易陷入一份感情，但是热情来的很快，冷却的速度也快得>> >>> > 　　惊人。如果他可以对一份感情持续很长的时间，那么恭喜了，说明你真的很强势很有魅力，足以让他对你死心塌地，否则，狮子座这种内在没有安全感又很敏感的动物，很可能从更有魅力和新鲜的事物上找温暖，因为，狮子座的我们看起来好坚强好阳光好乐观，但是骨子里面的不安感从未消退过，表面的自信只不过是保护自己的盔甲，但并不是很真实。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　同时，狮子座的人也可以很绝情，不可能吃回头草，字典里没有'后悔'或者'回头'这两个词，因为狮子座的人很爱面子，自尊心比什么都重要，一旦放弃了或者决定了，就不可能回过头去改变，狮子座的人也很怕被伤害。宁可错过一份感情，宁可放弃。宁可不要，也不会冒可能会被伤害的危险，因为太不值得，因为狮子座的人太爱自己了。。。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　狮子座的人喜欢热闹，但是也很享受孤独，他可以把这两者之间搞得很平衡，他很喜欢跟>> >>> >>> > 　　朋友一起，疯狂的玩闹，成为一个party的主角，但是回到家里，他立马就可以变得异常安静，不喜欢被打扰，他需要自己的空间来思考，如果不给狮子这个空间，对他步步紧逼，>> >>> > 　　那么他一定会抓狂，变得不可理喻，他还会离开你，因为在狮子的字典里，'自由'和'>> >>> > 　　自我'这两词的比重几乎占据了全部。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　还有，狮子座的人很喜欢新鲜的，华丽的，有质感的，昂贵的，有品位的东西，他也喜欢>> >>> > 　　朴实，但是却不喜欢无聊和无趣，他害怕一成不变的枯燥，他害怕今天就能预见明天的可>> > 　　能性．>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　狮子座的人有两种不同的倾向，一种是很喜欢天然的东西，不喜欢过多的修饰；另一类是>> >>> > 　　很喜欢奢华另类奇特的事物，更多是狮子座是两者兼有．>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　狮子座的人很宽容，通常不会因为小事而斤斤计较，他们喜欢展现自己与众不同的仁慈心>> >>> >>> > 　　和获得尊重。对于过往的爱人，狮子座的人很少去探讨是谁的功过是非，无论当时对方有>> >>> > 　　多伤害自己，但是过去了就过去了，狮子座的人不会去诅咒或者怨恨，因为他们喜欢向前>> >>> > 　　看。狮子座的人相信，只要自己完美和努力，幸福就在前方，更美好的一定在等待着我们！！

Hey not bad lurh, it says what my mind thinking and how I used to be usually.
My comment : 准准准!

hate it lahhh.

^%$!$#&@^%!^$^%$!*^%&&^&%!^$%###!$%#$@#%@!%^$#@!$@!^%@$

Why those pervert always likes to force innoncent people to do those stuff? Rather go sex website or watch sex video to mansterbute themselves lahhh, no need so hardwork on finding email and add innoncent people to ask for sex, waddaaafuck.

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Just want to advertise my glasses :p

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And see this cute lil pie,

Cute little Chaba's next generation hahaha! No lahh, actually it's teacher's daughter :p so cute lah her! Keep ask us to take photo for her haha.

OMG, fell in love with Sunflower Choir <3

我是乎在逃避着什么，总是在逃避着,

说不出的感觉。

go Go GO!

Our choir competition is held on this Friday! How nervous am I D: my voice have'nt cured all since that training camp, urghh, I should drink more water that time T.T

Hwattaaaaahh! We can do it! Hope we can get the 1st and go KL again haha.

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Taadaaahh, found class trip picture :p

(copied from http://www.clmt1809.blogspot.com/)

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Changed new spectacles --o-o--, muahahaha.

Thanks to who accidentally pushed me down and broke my spectacles :p

Hey all :D

Have a small update here, haha.
I've just finished my driving license lesson on last Saturday 6th june, with Siew Ping ^^

The eye test.

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During the lesson.

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Siew Ping & me after the lesson.

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During the a math tuition @@

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Gonna watch'em all during this holiday! Wahahaha

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And this! Just finished watching this Korean drama " Boys Over Flowers". Quite nice and romantic, and the F4 inside the drama was handsome too =P

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Sometimes I will be moody and lazy to go out with family and friends, sign out msn, did'nt reply any messages or did'nt answer any call and hide myself in room. Please accept my apologize if I did'nt reply your messages or reject to go out :)

Urghh =/

Exams exams exams. Urghhh. All the stress suddenly comes out in my brain, club stuff haven't settled, art project haven't done, plus exam again, almost cry when I keep thinking of those stuff. Cheer up! I keep remind myself don't be so stress. Because of stress I even can't control my mind, keep thinking so negatively and made me more easily to be bad tempered.

Exams coming very very soon, it's coming on this Thursday! I haven't not studied all the subject, still not very clear in accounts, A maths again. Urghhh! I'll be more hard working on this final term exam, because I did badly from the previous term D: Go Mandy!